FROM MOI STASH www.gaiaonline.com 11.18.04 to 12.04.04


December 4:Worth

in forever...

its really not a matter of establishment and dignity. there's something more beyond those. there would be no actual cruel world unless you perceive it so. and there would be no definite words that would exist unless duly recognized.


it all revolves around objectivity...


and senses.


what happened to the imaginary mind?


to a future so full of understanding and revelation and ideas?


these perceptions are inhibited by the world-the material world we live in. the world we have established, invented, and learned to deal with.


for all has its consequences.



fapz · Sat Dec 04, 2004 @ 03:48am




December 3 abode


unbearable circumstances for breakable time

there is nothing definite it timeless passion


time


intuition

for one grace


in sheer feisty emotions


to breed evil

and laughter

i pray


fapz · Fri Dec 03, 2004 @ 02:30am




December 2 skies



No pretentions can ever hurt. There are so many things left to do, and so many things left undone. Such common language. But for something else to believe, for something else to hope for...


and to think there is still hope...


for everything...

in its existence.


to live life...


fapz · Wed Dec 01, 2004 @ 07:57pm ·



November 30 thrusts


no fear...

no rigidity in senseless interactions and divine comedies...

if there is a divine, there is still hope..

so there exists...

in no pointless emotions for severity...

to wither...


death...


in all sufferings...

together


forever.


fapz · Mon Nov 29, 2004 @ 11:26pm ·


November 29

Its a nice world... There is really nothing to hold on to but nothing to fear. And its not really a matter of going back to where you have gone through but a matter for what you can be tomorrow. But for all these nonsense crap, i wont be thankful for something i am lead to believe.

normalcy...

there is no tomorrow for pride

or love

or bravery

and hope

it matters for something different

something everlasting

something indefinite

something real

and there will always be nothing real

...


for tomorrow...


for nothingness...


fapz · Sun Nov 28, 2004 @ 09:51pm ·



November 27 blisters


wounds for shame

anything for any level

there's nothing

simply nothing...


no pressure


and no life...


tomorrow...


for another new day...



still...


no hope..


in diversity...


nothing existent...

no love

no singularity


fapz · Sat Nov 27, 2004 @ 01:13am ·




November 26 cancer


something to live by

something to see

something to feel

something to suppress

something to bail off

something to share

something to say

something to hide

something to bear

in the gutts

of slaughter

of death

to part

not to care

for something to lie for

to you

shame

for all your being



fapz · Fri Nov 26, 2004 @ 05:37am ·





November 25: Day in Slumber


There is more

there is something

beyond

expectancy

some life

some sacredness

and insanity

in some midst

the eyes

of a savior




fapz · Tue Nov 23, 2004 @ 07:45pm ·




November 23 sky


in the eyes of something great

for the world awaiting

no fate but memories

love and valor

that exceeds more than his strength can bear

tomorrow

and to the days that will follow

in love

in God

in people's hope



fapz · Tue Nov 23, 2004 @ 04:33am ·  




November 21...2011


elements


fapz · Sun Nov 21, 2004 @ 03:55am



November Hopes 19


no laughter in silence....

no joys in fantasies...

no doubts in peace...

all is... nothing...


no world to see...
things to hear...
you...


fapz · Thu Nov 18, 2004 @ 09:52pm



November 18


no day is as bright as for something that would change this life or the next. and everyday is a new day. for something to hold on... for something to live for... you....